It’s okay to not know what’s next
When I first started as an ISEEDer, I did not know what
to expect to say the least; but I knew for sure it was going to be the
beginning of the rest of my life; a life changing experience which would serve
as eye opener on so many levels. If I could describe what my experience with
ISEED has been, I would say that it has been a LIFE TRANSFORMING EXPERIENCE . I
grew a lot in so many areas which need growth but the most beautiful thing that
happened to me throughout this year is SPIRITUAL GROWTH. ISEED helped re-shape my inclinations and
values. So many people invested in my life that I feel indebted to them and the
only I could ever show them my gratitude is to invest in as well as
bless others as much as I have been blessed. This year has denoted a very
significant landmark in my lifespan, I could not trade this experience with
anything else in the whole wide world. I soaked in a lot of knowledge which I
truly believe will continue to help me grow in my faith and character.
Now that I find myself at the end of this internship
program, so many people keep on asking the most familiar question to any
student graduating from an internship program or college : “so, what is next
for you?” Well, I had my education goals
and career plans set in stone until about 2 weeks ago when I felt like my
dreams were shattered. So, if anyone would ask me that question now, my response
would undoubtedly be “I have no idea what’s next”. Today as I was pondering on my various
options, I came to a conclusion that Yes I do have an idea what’s next. I know
God has set plans for me and nothing in this world will change it. I know , with the Lord's help ,I am
now carving my way toward a strong and bright future ordained but our Heavenly
Father. I know that God is calling me to make a difference in the lives of
others wherever I go, He is calling me to put my FAITH in him and TRUST that He
will make a way where there seems to be no way. Sometimes, it is hard to let go
of what I have lost and embrace what is put before me. I am learning to trust
that when God closes one door, He opens another one ( or a window haha).
The other day, I was talking to a friend of mine and
He shared the following poem with me; I hope it uplifts you as much as it did
for me J
As you travel through
life there are always those times
When
decisions just have to be made,
When the
choices are hard, and solutions seem scarce,
And the
rain seems to soak your parade.
There are
some situations where all you can do
Is simply
let go and move on,
Gather
your courage and choose a direction
That
carries you toward a new dawn.
So pack
up your troubles and take a step forward -
The
process of change can be tough,
But think
about all the excitement ahead
There
might be adventures you never imagined
Just
waiting around the next bend,
And
wishes and dreams just about to come true
In ways
you can't yet comprehend!
Perhaps
you'll find friendships
that
spring from new things
As you
challenge your status quo,
And learn
there are so many options in life,
Perhaps
you'll go places you never expected
And see
things that you've never seen,
Or travel
to fabulous, faraway worlds
And
wonderful spots in between!
Perhaps
you'll find warmth and affection and caring
And
somebody special who's there
To help
you stay cantered and listen with interest
To
stories and feelings you share.
Perhaps
you'll find comfort in knowing your friends
Are
supportive of all that you do,
And
believe that whatever decisions you make,
They'll
be the right choices for you.
So keep
putting one foot in front of the other,
And
taking your life day by day...
There's a
brighter tomorrow that's just down the road -
Don't
look back! You're not going that way!
When life is getting
you down,
Take time to pray
Don't allow yourself to frown
God will help you see the blessings of the day.
